What Do You Really Want?
What do you really want deep down at soul level? Are you a vibrational match for what you really want and desire? Learn to recognize when your intentions and desires are not yet in vibrational alignment.
A few days ago I posted this on my Facebook page: “Isn’t it amazing that what you want most can strike such fear in your heart if actually presented to you? It shows you the vibrational gap between where you are and where you need to be in order to receive what you want.”
Earlier this week I had set a monetary intention for myself. I took out a notebook and wrote that intention over 100 times with fairly focused concentration and put it away and went on with my work.
The Universe Delivers
Within two hours I received an email from someone I had not met, but had followed on Twitter. The Law of Attraction does work! She had a project she was working on and wanted to discuss it with me.
I took a look at her site and my first thought was fear. Oh! This is big and real! I couldn’t do this! Curiosity got the best of me and my Spirit Guides said “just listen to what she has to say”.
It turned out to be something completely different than I thought. Don’t you love it when you jump to mental conclusions before you even know any details?
I was thrilled to be asked and excited about the project. I really wanted to be a full part of the project. We talked on the phone and I learned the benefits and cost of being involved with the project. There were two options with different price points. I said I would think about it and get back to her the next day.
I was so excited to think about the possibilities of this collaboration. I talked with my husband about it that night and being the practical guy he is, asked me if my business could take the expense. I pulled up the bank account and realized it would be more than I was willing to part with. Now, I know some of you are probably thinking “why didn’t you just charge it?” I had decided about a month ago that I would not be charging incidentals and I felt this qualified as such as it was an unplanned expense.
I made the decision to go with the lower priced option. I will have to say I felt slightly disappointed by my decision, or I guess slightly disappointed in myself. I still think each was a good value, but sometimes things have to be passed by in order to have a bit more financial security, and this was one of those times.
There Are No Mistakes and Everything Matters
The Universe doesn’t make mistakes. You are where you are. Your job is to learn why, then you can move on.
So, what did I learn from this? I learned that my past fears and doubts I had about myself and what I could do have affected something I really wanted today. The Universe made it quite clear that this was a great opportunity. It was also made clear why I would need to pass on the higher priced option.
It has given me a clearer understanding of how you can so easily sabotage yourself when you think you can’t do something or refuse to leave your comfort zone, and how self-doubt and negative thoughts have a greater long lasting impact than you may realize at the time. I was not in complete 100% vibrational alignment with my desires. I was close, but not all the way there. I guess I learned everything matters.
What About You?
So, what are you doing today, what specific actions are you taking to prepare yourself for the next opportunity (and there will be a next opportunity) for what you really want? I would love to hear your comments below.
By the way, I will fill all of you in on the project in a few months when it is released for those that are curious. 🙂